i read all yours, now its your turn...
What is your name?: JEssica
Are you named after anyone?: No
What's your screename?: jessiswickedhot
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: jesse? I dunno
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: cant think of one right now
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: they say steinis instead of Stenis
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: eh

Basics
Your gender:: female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: eh
Birthdate:: July 11
Your age:: 19
Age you act:: sometimes 13 somtimes 23
Age you wish you were:: 21
Your height:: 5' 11"
Eye color:: hazel
Happy with it?: sure
Hair color:: reddish brown
Happy with it?: I suppose, I made it that way
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: left
Your living arrangement:: house with kristin and stacy
Your family:: too close
Have any pets?: tippy and beta
Whats your job?: bookstore
Piercings?: ears
Tattoos?: None.
Obsessions?: oh dear...
Addictions?: dancin?
Do you speak another language?: No.
Have a favorite quote?: lots
Do you have a webpage?: I made one like five years ago, it is pretty lame
Do you live in the moment?: absolutely not, I live in my head.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yes.
Do you have any secrets?: yes
Do you hate yourself?: Sometimes.
Do you like your handwriting?: yes
Do you have any bad habits?: plenty
What is the compliment you get from most people?: nice eyes I suppose
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Stuck in her HEad
What's your biggest fear?: failing myself
Can you sing?: I can sing, it doesnt always resemble singing
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: Not anymore
Are you a loner?: i think so
What are your #1 priorities in life?: dance, make people happy
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: I suppose
Are you a daredevil?: nope
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: sure
Are you passive or agressive?: passive agressive as hell
Do you have a journal?: this one
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: hard.. strength- hard working, caring. weakness- moodiness, laziness, indecisive
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: be more agressive
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yes
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yes

Do you think life has been good so far?: its been decent
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Don't put so much of yourself into other people for they just let you down
What do you like the most about your body?: nothing anymore, I miss those legs I used to have
And least?: inflating areas
Do you think you are good looking?: sometimes
Are you confident?: when drinking
What is the fictional character you are most like?: eh, Ive been told I resemble olive oil?
Are you perceived wrongly?: probably

Do You...
Smoke?: No
Do drugs?: not very often
Read the newspaper?: I glance at it
Pray?: No
Go to church?: No.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: strangers dont IM me
Sleep with stuffed animals?: no, they got pushed to the floor
Take walks in the rain?: those are nice
Talk to people even though you hate them?: Yes.
Drive?: yes
Like to drive fast?: kinda

Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: when I try it can be ok
Been out of the country?: yep!
Eaten something that made other people sick?: uh, I used to eat peanut butter and mayo sandwhiches in first grade
Been in love?: no, I have loved, but there is a difference
Done drugs?: Yes.
Gone skinny dipping?: No.
Had a medical emergency?: not so much
Had surgery?: No.
Ran away from home?: No.
Played strip poker?: No.
Gotten beaten up?: No.
Beaten someone up?: No.
Been picked on?: Yeah.
Been on stage?: Yes, a lot a lot
Slept outdoors?: yes
Thought about suicide?: Thought but not seriously contemplated.
Pulled an all nighter?: yes
If yes, what is your record?: 40some hours
Gone one day without food?: nooooo
Talked on the phone all night?: no, people tend to not like talking on the phone with me
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yeah.
Slept all day?: Yes.
Killed someone?: No.
Made out with a stranger?: it depends what constitutes stranger, but id say no
Had sex with a stranger?: No.
Thought you're going crazy?: Yeah.
Kissed the same sex?: yep
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: cuddled? pecked on the lips
Been betrayed?: Sure.
Had a dream that came true?: no
Broken the law?: Yep.
Met a famous person?: yep
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: I dont think so
On purpose?: No.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: no
Stolen anything?: no
Been on radio/tv?: prolly the orchestra was on the school channel sometime.
Been in a mosh-pit?: Yes. oh yessss
Had a nervous breakdown?: not quite
Bungee jumped?: No.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: I dont remember

Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: Yes.
Miracles?: Not really
Astrology?: I read the horoscopes a lot....
Magic?: No
God?: I dunno
Satan?:
Santa?: No
Ghosts?: eh
Luck?: hmm
Love at first sight?: yes
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Yeah.
Witches?: not really
Easter bunny?: uhm
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no
Do you wish on stars?: Yes.

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: No.
Do you think God has a gender?: Eh.
Do you believe in organized religion?: No.
Where do you think we go when we die?: our bodies rot in the ground

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yep
Who is your best friend?: none
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: myself
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: "let your light shine for all to see and bask in, go for it"
Your favourite inside joke?:oh wow too many to choose
Thing you're picked on most about?: being a giant
Who's your longest known friend?: gina or steph
Newest?: uh
Shyest?: leah ?
Funniest?: we're all professional comedians
Sweetest?:
Closest?: no
Weirdest?: uhm gina perhaps
Smartest?: were all smart on our own thing
Ditziest?: everyone has ditzy moments
Friends you miss being close to the most?: everyone
Last person you talked to online?: justin
Who do you talk to most online?: whoever is there
Who are you on the phone with most?: my mom
Who do you trust most?: I dont trust too many people
Who listens to your problems?: whoever will listen
Who do you fight most with?: i dont fight
Who's the nicest?: uhm
Who's the most outgoing?: larla/gina
Who's the best singer?: no one really sings much
Who's on your shit-list?: heh
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: eh not really
Who's your second family?: used to be MDA
Do you always feel understood?: never
Who's the loudest friend?: oh gosh, get us together and we'll deafen you
Do you trust others easily?: no
Who's house were you last at?: Raos.
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::
Do your friends know you?: kinda
Friend that lives farthest away:: Sally lives in Alaska

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: mistakes are crucial
What do you find romantic?: never really had much romance here
Turn-on?: passion for something
Turn-off?: heh, too big egos, players
First kiss?: it happened
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: flattered
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: well I dont date much, I guess it wouldnt matter too much. I just like talking with people
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: not really, less pressure for me
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: no?
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: perhaps
What is best about the opposite sex?: eyes, openness, good humor
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: there's definitely been a list...
What's the last present someone gave you?: my mom gave me cookies for v day

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:
You wanted to kill?: damn politicians
That you laughed at?:the movie...
That laughed at you?: prolly whoever saw me car dancing on the way home
That turned you on?: ehheh
You went shopping with?: myself
That broke your heart?: glover
To disappoint you?: myself
To ask you out?: guy I met online
To make you cry?: wow I actually havent cried in awhile... my dad
To brighten up your day?: the guy in the art video who was obsessed with hamburgers and made a hamburger car and had a hamburger waterbed! There needs to be more eccentric people in the world
You saw a movie with?: date
You talked to on the phone?: ray
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: justin
You saw?: rao
You lost?: I havent lost anyone lately, yaya though

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: nope
Will it be with your significant other?: no significant other
What are you wearing right now?: dance clothes
Body part you're touching right now:: none?
What are you worried about right now?: lots of stuff, getting into dance mostly
What book are you reading?: Harry Potter 4
What's on your mousepad?: green
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: achey, tipsy, anxious, pathetic, lonely
Are you bored?: yes
Are you tired?: naw
Are you talking to anyone online?: not really, the conversation ceased as i took this survey
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No.
Are you lonely or content?: lonely dude I just said
Are you listening to music?: I am always



Wow, that was way long and my answers suck.

TIme to shower